Another overdue update

I thought now would be a good time to blog: just before I go off to bed... let's start with last Thursday (8th May, or if you make Sunday the last day of the week, then this Thursday)... it was rather tiring, but thankfully it is usually the last day of my school week. As I went home, something prompted me to do some introspection... I don't remember what was that thing that triggered it... it made me think a lot of my past self, and it made me realise things I never realised about myself before... it made me sad... honestly, it was rather depressing.
I was a complete and utter fool to do something that messed up the rest of my life.
I went straight to the church for the skit rehearsal for the Parents' Nite Banquet. Apparently I ended up doing nothing. Big Jon called me to come but it was apparently a waste of time. Fortunately, the presence of friends (and some family) helped lifted up my mood... if I didn't turn up, you may be reading an earlier, more depressing blog post now. I actually forgot some of the depressing things I thought of earlier... so thanks to everyone. (I mean it in a good way; not sarcastically)
I wish I could restart all over again.
Friday, Seoul Garden buffet. Me, Eddie, Kfong. We ate to death, but Eddie could still go on... I never figured he was the marathon eater. Apparently we couldn't even eat dinner afterwards, except Kenneth... I don't get how he still could eat dinner...
I don't mean nor want to be "melancholic" (as Sheri puts it), but I will probably continue to be...
On Saturday, the actual Parents' Nite Banquet. I just marshaled traffic. There were lots of empty car spaces (11 were left, if you wanted to know), and most people keep going straight ahead, or park elsewhere instead of parking at our church basement carpark... I guess they thought they were late and had no hope of finding a space. I heard that the actual dining portion of the event went well. Thank God.
...until everything is resolved.
Now I'm really burnt out on what to write. I keep feeling the need to rewrite something... but I just don't know. I probably have to end soon. I apologize for the low frequency of updates to anyone who still reads (I wonder how many is that)... I would like to update more often, but then again, too many updates spawn lazy readers. I know that myself. This update, however, may be around for a long time, due to the fact that I would like to concentrate on other more important matters like school, school, school and work and recreation and play. Haha, don't try to understand that because it doesn't make sense.