Got myself to blame.
Oh b-... ok let's stop this rubbish.
Thanks to Erinn for reminding me to blog. Between then and now, I have been visiting my blog once in a while to see if there was any comment to comment on. A few times, maybe 2 times a week, then after that, I'd reconsider blogging and I decide not to. Then now I realise I should be writing something before it becomes a relic again.
Well let's see, in the workplace, things are changing. I don't know if I can say specifics out loud since we want it to be transparent to the public, so I'll just keep it at that. Lots of unlearning and relearning to do, I don't know if things are turning out for the better or worse. Most are thinking worse, but I'm not too sure. I think it's about the same, if you just substitute this for that. And so basically, my last few days at work were mostly about familiarization than doing actual work. It worries me a LOT. I'm scared of the workload...
I know that between then and now, I did think of rather interesting things to blog about, but I skipped it. Now here I am, with nothing in mind when I'm doing the actual blogging.
The year is coming to an end. My NS will end soon too (yes it will, so shush). And time suddenly seems to be rushing on. Not like back then when we were all kids. Time was slow and a luxury. Now it's racing fast. I am afraid, but still feel somewhat confident things will be alright. Confident fear. Fearful confidence. Choose one. I choose the 2nd.
Actually, I don't even know if I'm making any sense at this point. Hahaha.
