Sorry.
I shouldn't get too used to not writing blog posts. It's not that I was lazy, just that, I just don't feel like blogging. I wouldn't say there was much to blog about... *runs away from the angry mob of debaters bringing up Christmas and New Year*
Yeah, Christmas and New Year was good, more events, more change, it helped that there were holidays from NS. I needed that variety in life once in a while. But I guess I couldn't help but feel that 2009 could have been so much more. It gave me a mixed feeling of want and regret. Still, I should be thankful as it is probably one of the more pivotal years in my life.
And so I exit 2009 and enter 2010, fearfully, but excitedly. With hopes of a fresh start. The past year (along with some of 2008) has shown me the kind of person I want to become, and it has been a quick, drastic change. Almost like when modernism came in for society, it progresses society forward, yet it brings a nostalgic longing for the old times. I have a tinge of sadness but just like modernism, it is inevitable, but it is essential to progression. I would imagine the normal person to have transitioned from a youthful mentality to an adult's slowly, but maybe I am wrong. I should be wrong... surely others have felt this kind of feeling I feel too.
Anyhow, improving myself to be who I want to be to others, finding new interests, making new friends, strengthening ties, expanding my horizons. I also need to get close to God again.
2010 feels like it's gonna be a wild ride.
