I'd just remembered some things. For one, that part of the reason for my lack of motivation to blog was influenced by the rise of "microblogging" from "Web 2.0" sites like Twitter. It just makes me feel like the activity is outdated and meaningless. I've seen long form blogs but they usually talk about more interesting topics than a person's own life. I'd still blog anyway as I have my own purposes of keeping a journal.
Another thing I've remembered is the worrying fact that I've experienced some episodes of amnesia. Maintaining this blog is something that I've been doing from a psychologist's advice. She says that talking about my feelings can help in keeping myself grounded to the real world, so that I don't get stressed out and lapse into another episode or something like that.
So far I can still tell I've got my mind stuck on certain stressful things. Like for example, the last two dreams I can recall are of school. The first was about discussing with a "lecturer" whether to use a capital Q or small q to represent flow rate for the exam (Dream answer: lecturer doesn't know. Actual answer: it depends.) That "lecturer" wasn't even a real person I've seen before. The other dream involved seeing 2 lecturers that I know personally, but we were in a construction site of which I had never seen before.
Keeping a blog at least helps me think about things, remember things. I think it will help.
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